My Life

I have finally drafted 3 assignments, have to make refinement tmr. actually it's the most efficient that i can drafted 3 work in 3 weeks, including doing research, reading books, journals, and write
it's really a big challenge to me, but also a great learning to me!!
I found so rewarding to discuss, share or even just talk with my classmates and teachers. they are really great!! they are all so helpful and inspire me a lot! and I feel like an idiot! but it doesn't matter. just start to learn now! it's a new start to me, how to think, how to play musically, how to feel, how to listen........... so many things to learn ^.^
thanks God! though they are all good players, but atmosphere is fine, not very competitive, everyone is just doing their best for their own sake, but not to compare or compete with each other.
everyday is so exciting till now!! but really need more energy! I started to feel tired, and always sleep less! KEEP IT UP!

going crazy

I feel so frustrated now...........
and got feeling of failure each time rehearsing with others
having practised 7 hours a day in these two days, but no work done
nightmares every night, it's just a month, but really very tensed, both mentally and physically

my life in London

I have been practising for 3 weeks already, at least 4 hours a day, but why I played all shit today!!!
what's wrong with me? I really feel painful with my fingers, but still have to continue to practise
I have to believe "nothing is impossible", otherwise I can't survive here
stressful today, having my first piano lesson in the morning, my playing was so rough, then play chamber music with my fds, they are so great in playing, we have prepared for only one week, both the violinist and cellist played smoothly, but me? all shit.......... so embarrassed, rehearse next week again, need to put more effort on this
I don't know why I always feel hungry all the time, I have already had my meal regularly, with all kind of nutrients

New Life in London

having been here for more than 2 weeks, surprisingly, I really get used to the life here
very enjoyable though it's a bit stressful to practise so much

thanks God that everything is prepared for me already!!
and everything is going smooth now!

three weeks..........

very excited but a bit worried now
so excited as my dream comes true, but still worried as I have to face many challenges in the future two years.
hope I can find a part time job there, and I can be tough enough to practise as much as I can

hey my friends, please leave me ur blogs if you have one as I have lost most of them

Anna's wedding

haha very happy yesterday!!!
there're 5 福蛙 haha very cute

my mom's birthday

dinner at Double star at TST East

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finally got the letter from the scholarship
unfortunately, it's a bad news.............
2 months left, earn as much as I can la

Anna's pre-wedding party

so happy to join my high schoolmate's pre-wedding party on last Friday
She's the bride the atmosphere's so nice at that restaurant
Double Star at TST East, Wing On Plaza
there's a nice sea view
these are the bridemaids

photos with models

charming Japanese model (my favourite one) haha~.~
nana model
Gil-like model, but she's much taller
pink model
鬼仔model

13/9/08

I have booked the air ticket on 13/9
I'm going to leave la..........................

Hai.......................................

my performance was so poor on Monday interview
very very very very unhappy
so disappointed at myself
I should prepare much better
too high expectation results in big disappointment
still not settle down my bad mood....................

Thigh fatigue

Started dancing on last wed, so exciting
but my tigth is really exhausted and very painful
can hardly walk yesterday haha
need to do more warm-up next time
KEEP FIT KEEP FIT haha

Sad news

my student's mom has passed away since last Wed
so sad to hear it from my student
pray for her family
hope they can recover soon
may God console them
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life is so uncontrollable!
do treasure your family and people around you

Pray for my student's Mom

visited my student's mom on Tue, feel sad
she's not conscious now, and her organs keep bleeding
quite serious, no treatment now
may God bless her and her family!
need your prayers too

Books recently

already finished three books:
1. 多走一步 -- 楊牧谷
2. I have a Dream. Martin Luther King -- 霍玉蓮
I like this book name ~.~
3. The Five People You Meet In Heaven -- Mitch Albom

now reading "The Book Thief" -- Markus Zusak
it's a pretty special novel to me, but it's quite difficult to read

Dancing today

Thanks Sarah!!
such a great experience to have a modern dance today~.~
I love it!

5 months and 15 days left

very excited about it though a bit worried ~.~
eager to have a new start ~.~

scholarship interview

Date: 21 April 08
Time: 2:40 pm
Venue: Rehearsal Room CR1 7/F
Concert Hall Backstage
Hong Kong Cultural Centre
10 Salisbury Road
Tsimshatsui, Kowloon

5246pds

the accomodation fee of the college hall is so high
122pds per week..........5246pds per year.............
攞命！it already spend me two-third of my living cost

Ugly face

唔知點解塊面突然出左好多紅色一粒粒，好唔開心呢！出街都唔想抬起頭來，唉！
近來又冇咩壓力，都唔知搞咩！ 多左好多縐紋已經好唔開心呢！唔該唔好再狂敏感了！

但講開都有點担心，因為scholarship仲未搵我interview，話明三月的，但三月都過了一半，仲未有任何消息，我爸又極其担心學費，如果真係攞唔到，係咪應該唔好讀呢？Dun wanna be the burden of my family, it seems a bit selfish if I use up all their money. I have really tried my best to save money, but not easy to earn that much

學校仲要放大假，真弊！我的私人學生又狂請假，收入突然少了，不過我都希望d學生可以健健康康，趁放假練多ｄ琴和做運動

Don't know why many ofl those electric appliances always leave me, like my notebook, digital camera, they doesn't work all the time...................so troublesome

my recent life

one of my students at school dared to 放屁 3 times in my teaching room, so disgusting! hhahha
when I said to him don't do that again, he said his parents also do that at home haha
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so happy to hear marriage good news from my friends and colleagues recently
and I can be one of the "sisters" before I leave
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still haven't got the call from the scholarship party for an interview, start to be worried!!
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student recital in lunar chinese new year
she's Esther, P6 and grade 4

He's Derron, P1 and grade 4

She's Candace, K3 and Beginner

She's Tiffany, P3 and grade 2

He's Lok Him, P4 and grade 4

She's Lok Yin, F1 and grade 6

Valentine's

nothing special to celebrate, but still very happy!

Our dinner:

I like this starter

main course

great dessert ~.~ ice-cream cake

Big tummy

we have destroyed 3 boxes of "gold sand" from chinese new year till now
so horrible! esp . the big tummy and pimples on my face haha
but like chocolate very very much..............................
need to do more exercise tim hahaha
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my targets on practising:
1. Schumann --Phantastuke
2. Mozart -- Sonata in Am
3. Chopin -- Ballade in Gm

almost recover

almost recover, no cough, no running nose, so good!!
eat many chocolate lately!!!
fat fat again haha

got sick

cough for two days, got running nose today
a bit dizzy, just wanna sleep
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finally made the decision and confirmed the place in RCM
hope everything goes smooth, esp. the scholarship!!

My UK Trip

It's the overview where I live
(Caledonian Road)


So great we can yum cha in Manchester
we miss chinese food so much haha


horrible burger king, we always ate sandwiches, Subway, burger or pizza


The last meal in UK: Korean food, Stone Rice


Cookie and I (taking the train back from Manchester)


It's Greenwich, where Trinity College locates
very beautiful!


I like all churches and buildings like that!!


It's James Park, like a paradise ~.~


Church again!!


hahah it's a Chinese resturant!!
Do I look like 慈禧太后?haha


It's the cafe in Royal Northern College of Music
we had a lunch here


She's Winnie who live in UK
we lived with her in those days


the bird is standing on Joe's arm haha

Excited

Thanks God again!! He's so powerful and gracious!!!
really shocked when they said they will enroll me
haha I cried outside the hall after the audition, it's so unbelievable!
haha after that, I laughed for two days continously haha
like a crazy gal.........................
really thx for all my fds, my teachers, my bro & sis and my family's supports
they helped me a lot!!!
I think I can't afford without their support
Thanks you all!!

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now I have to continue to practise so that I can prepare well to face that competitive environment. It's quite challenging to me! I will try my best

haha another big issue is how I can get so much money for next two-year tuition fee and living costs. such a huge amount!!! need to work harder in this half year. add oil !!!

I'm coming back

my 12-day trip nearly ends la.
will see you all very soon^.^
a bit regret that i can't see much places and can't buy much haha
finally finished 2 auditions in last two days, I'm now rushing back to have another audition in HK and have to record a CD for another college. hope it can be done soon

see you all

Miss you all

hahaha thx you allI
miss you all too
my health is good now, my back is just a bit painful coz of sleeping on the floor for several days, but still fine ^.^
please pray for us, I think Manchester is much more freezing
my friend is not feeling well, hope I can take care of her too

UK trip

having been stayed in UK for a few days, a bit jetlag, a bit tired
I finally found a place to practise, so happy ¬.¬
It's freezing here!! but still waiting for snow haha