Saturday, October 04, 2008

my life in London

I have been practising for 3 weeks already, at least 4 hours a day, but why I played all shit today!!!
what's wrong with me? I really feel painful with my fingers, but still have to continue to practise
I have to believe "nothing is impossible", otherwise I can't survive here
stressful today, having my first piano lesson in the morning, my playing was so rough, then play chamber music with my fds, they are so great in playing, we have prepared for only one week, both the violinist and cellist played smoothly, but me? all shit.......... so embarrassed, rehearse next week again, need to put more effort on this
I don't know why I always feel hungry all the time, I have already had my meal regularly, with all kind of nutrients

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